"3 Little Pigs" sundress starts tomorrow!

It's a one-of-a-kind and fits size 3T/4T/5T. I'll explain more tomorrow. ;)
And Allison is sporting a new sundress I made her yesterday. It's pretty simple now, but I'm sure I'll be adding ric rac, yo-yo's and buttons to dress it up a bit. I plan to make the girls a bunch of mix and match pieces for this summer, out of
Tanya's Barefoot Roses line. I just love all of her girly fabrics. I have 7 prints from this line that have been sitting in my stash forever. i'm even thinking of a skirt for myself.
And on a bittersweet note...
I'm hanging up my scissors, so-to-speak.
I have had two nagging phrases whispering in my ear ever since I came back after Sam was born. They finally got loud enough that I could no longer ignore them.
"When in doubt, don't."
and
"Just because I can, doesn't mean I should."
I am glad to have finally figured out that "I" am enough. I thought that I needed to sew (as a business) to feel like I was contributing, enough. And to have something of my own, to be proud of, that others could see. But I didn't truly realize that it
is enough to be the mom I know I can be. It
is enough to be the wife I know I can be. It
is enough to be the teacher I know my children need me to be.
Mother's day could not have come at a better time this year. While I toiled away these past few weeks, making countless stupid mistake after stupid mistake, it became crystal clear to me that I have made the right decision. I heard that message even louder after cutting out the same set of appliques not once, not twice, but THREE TIMES! And when after a several hour battle with my sewing machine, convinced that I needed to buy a new one, I took a break and came back only to realize my bobbin had become unthreaded, I knew it was over. Yes Lord, I hear you now!
With 3 kids under the age of 4 now, I find myself failing miserably at my goals. And even asking myself"What exactly are my goals?" Our Pastor preached a wonderful message on the
Proverbs 31 woman on Mother's Day. Instead of beating myself up about how much I have failed, I came away from that message feeling refocused on what my goals should be. It was just what I needed!
Sometimes, to know within yourself that you can do something is just as powerful as doing it. Because I can, does not mean I should. For my family, for me, right now, this is the best decision. My family needs a less stressed, well-rested version of me.
I will continue to sew for my girls and friends, at my leisure. And I will continue this blog and will show you what I make along the way. I will also, without a doubt, miss sewing for my sweet customers and working alongside my "boutique" friends. That's what makes this so bittersweet for me.
As I look back on all that I have accomplished, it makes me smile. I have learned so much about this craft and have been inspired by so many other talented women. I am thankful for this experience and my growing love of sewing.
That, I will always have.